RCB girl Deepika Ghose talks about dark side of fame in emotional Instagram post

'RCB fangirl', Deepika Ghose, has been stealing headlines from the last Saturday, when she appeared for a few moments on the big screen during the SRH vs RCB match and shot to fame, apparently becoming the 'national crush' overnight. But Deepika says that fame has come at a cost.

In an Instagram post, Deepika Ghose expressed her gratitude for the love she is getting after becoming "RCB girl" but she also said that she is disturbed by the unnecessary negativity. 

"It has been an extreme case of abuse, trauma and mental torture. I am confused as to how people found my name/profile. My identity, privacy & life have been hacked in an instant," Deepika said in the post.

 

 

 

 

 

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My name is Deepika Ghose & that is probably the only thing that is being said about me which is 100% TRUE. It all started on the Saturday of the RCBxSRH IPL match. I have been attending RCB matches for many years. It has become a family tradition to watch, cheer and support our Bengaluru team. When we went for the match on May 4th, I did not expect it to be different. I did not want any recognition or realise the number of times that I was on camera. I am no celebrity, just an ordinary girl who was enjoying the match. I did nothing to warrant the kind of attention that ensued after the TV images appeared & I certainly did not seek it. I have much to be proud of - I am a kind, artistic & hardworking woman. I am well educated, well-travelled and well loved by my friends and family. I have many talents and have excelled at my work as a stylist and as a dancer/teacher/entrepreneur. I do NOT consider being seen on TV at an IPL match an achievement. Many people ask me how my life has changed. It has NOT! The only thing that has changed is the number of my Instagram followers. I am as much in shock as all of you. While I am grateful for the love, I am disturbed by the unnecessary negativity. It has been an extreme case of abuse, trauma and mental torture. I am confused as to how people found my name/profile. My identity, privacy & life have been hacked in an instant. A lot of the overnight followers are men who have used this platform to be crude, vulgar, vicious & entirely disrespectful. Even more shocking is the hate I have received from women. How quick & cruel you have been to say mean things to & about me without even knowing me. I AM ONE OF YOU! The world desperately needs more women supporting & uplifting each other. I am appalled by how I have been judged & condemned instead of being given a compassionate hearing. Stop & think about how it is as a girl to have been subjected to this unwanted attention. So many people have asked me why they should follow me - and you are right to question this. Now that this has happened, I am going to turn this into something genuine, meaningful & fabulous. Yes, I am #theRCBgirl but I am SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT.

A post shared by deepika (@deeghose) on May 12, 2019 at 3:33am PDT

She said that she is shocked by the "hate" she has received from women as well. She added that "the world desperately needs more women supporting & uplifting each other. I am appalled by how I have been judged & condemned instead of being given a compassionate hearing."

She ended the post by saying that she is much more than just "the RCB girl" and said that she will turn the fame into something genuine, meaningful and fabulous.

Her post also says that she is a "stylist and a dancer/teacher/entrepreneur."